[It's always easier to talk with the people he knew before an experiment than to the people he didn't know. That this time it wasn't an experiment only makes it all a little bit harder as he has to actually sort out his own memories for longer. He can give that to the Malnosso, they tend to be more efficient on the wiping of their own messes.
There are many reasons why he hesitates for days on whether or not he should try to talk with Twilight. But at the end none of them really are about her and it feels stupid to use them as shields to hide himself. He finds comfort and determination in the fact that as far as he knows she may have no interest in talking to him at all, so when he finally sits and sends her a message he does so without any expectations besides not getting a reply.]
"The Dandelion Girl" by Robert F. Young. Recommended reading if you haven't read it and still like to do so.
[Video] August 19th
There are many reasons why he hesitates for days on whether or not he should try to talk with Twilight. But at the end none of them really are about her and it feels stupid to use them as shields to hide himself. He finds comfort and determination in the fact that as far as he knows she may have no interest in talking to him at all, so when he finally sits and sends her a message he does so without any expectations besides not getting a reply.]
"The Dandelion Girl" by Robert F. Young. Recommended reading if you haven't read it and still like to do so.